冷戰十二日...

Sometimes I am not sure if I am feeling unhappy about it, or I simply cannot adapt well to a sudden change. It is a habit that we contact each other every 2-3 days since August, even for something silly... :p He never told me why he stopped our contacts. I can only guess, maybe it is due to the same reason why I attempted to stop my contacts with L. Since I was a child, I never succeed to stop my contacts with any other person more than 3-5 days. Actually, these 12 days is a record for me. Heute redeten wir wieder. Aber manchmal bin ich sooo verwirrt, dass ich auch denke, wir sollen unsere Freundschaft aufhören. Es gibt eigentlich keinen großen Grund dafür. Ich brauche aber Unabhängigkeit.